I don't have time for much this week.
Slowly, I'm feeling less anxious, less often. And less overwhelmed less often. I've got a great assistant who's more seasoned than me at classroom management, and that is a tremendous gift. There are still huge vast amounts to learn and improve, but at least I'm not feeling like curling up into a ball in a hole in the ground and sucking my thumb during all my off time.
It's exciting to be learning, and I am learning and growing quickly because of the pressure of all those relying on me, but the pressure is not horrible and crushing. It's just enough to keep me working with focus and dedication, which is ideal, once there's no longer the anxiety surrounding it. And still pretty good, even with some anxiety. I feel blessed to be in the situation I'm in. Gratitude over and over to the benevolent intelligence of the universe guiding and guarding me, and all the people that make it possible.
Love,
Isaac
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